& Relationship?(Really Need Advice)?

I am going to ume that everything is true as you stated. Bro, I know that those pictures that come to mind are hurtful, painful, and very emotional. It's difficult weather your a 23 year old gentleman or a 47 year old fool. Sir, life is so short, It goes by so fast and love is such precious gift and love is stronger than those emotions you are feeling. Do you love her?....Do you Truly lover her? .......Remember the woman in the bible the men were going to stone because of adultery? Jesus was there and ask told them.."the one who is without sin, let him be the first to cast a stone" Son, we are all sinners, we have all done things that we regret and things that we wish we could forget, but you know? Lover can cover those things completely.You know what, I know it's hard, but if you love her, then you do not look back. You have right now and tomorrow. Yesterday is gone. Don't go back there there is nothing for you there but right in front of you is love. Embrace it. Dude and YOU BETTER NEVER THROW IT IN HER FACE...Love doesn't do that..If you need to talk let me know. I would love to help if I can.